it's been terrible and tragic and hasn't made sense
but i sit here and wonder why i'd do this to myself
how could i still love you after what you put me through?
how could i still tell you that i want to be with you?
how could you still love me like you said you're going to?
when i said what i did just to make you tell the truth
it's unfortunate and quite ugly the way we hurt ourselves
and we'll say whatever we feel in anger and defense
how could it be love if we're never showing care?
how could we make up after the hatred that we shared?
how could i be honest when i've looked at you and lied?
so many nights you said things that made me want to die
if every relationship was meant to be an awful struggle,
how is it easy to fight with a friend, bolt without disgruntle?
how is simple to let go of others who hurt me once in my past?
how is it hard to believe we can't make this last?
how can i learn to finally let you go?
stop. breathe. and let God run the show.
© LL
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