Oneword.com: Fallen

I've fallen so many times
I'm inherently trained to jump up
because if they see you down
you'll look like you've given up
you're never gonna stop
chasing your goals
and growing and learning
and adjusting your role
so be brave and move forward
knowing well enough
that with the love you find
you'll never lose touch
© L² ♥

Vision

My eyes are the most beautiful
when I'm sad
like a clean blue pool,
just like my dads.
Red backdrop,
huge leaky wet tears
add to this brilliance
and highlight the years.
Experience and emotion
inside cyan-
believe me
it's even better
when I am tan.
I'm not bragging,
I swear
it's just that I've seen them
so many times
I know how others perceive them.



© L² ♥

The falsest labor

My body was once a temple
it was also once a tomb
and I held on to all of that pain
and the impending sense of doom
But I watched myself quite closely
as I turned right into mush
and I learned the lesson fully
God knew I could handle way too much
I didn't back down to sobbing
and I didn't stop to throw up
I walked fiercely towards wellness
and I never once gave up
If I thought about the sorrow
I'd experience it with grace
even though the tears ran out of me
and the hurt, it swelled my face
I'd blow my nose
and then move on
to what I had to do
because powerful women don't slow down
they just push right on through
© L² ♥

Oneword.com (40 second poetry)::

Sleeve

I've got tricks up my sleeve
and I will eventually show you
but I can't show you now
because you won't read my poetry
see the fire in my eyes
makes me dangerous and deceptive
so, i try to ignite it
only with my own matchstick
but its easily burnable
and i burn everyday
because i look in the mirror
and blow smoke my own way


↨ L²


Your book

it's suddenly starting
you're truly growing up
but if you ask yourself
you've had quite enough
right here, is just fine
you're comfortable here
and why on earth
would you ever take the wheel
you've been doing alright
where you thought you were
and you don't want to rush it
and regret where you'll go
so take it easy
deep breath
don't get ahead of yourself
this life is a novel
let the author tell it

© L² ♥

Oneword.com:: Movie

movie magic
cinematic expression
someone made the props
and someone helped you with dressing
you constantly try to figure out who are you
when in reality you just want to be a big star
you seek to find comfort
in pretending to be someone else
when at the end of the day
you've only found monetary wealth
well who are you?
young person,
and where will you go?
why ask you?
you don't even know. 

© L² ♥

Opposite

the polar opposite of what you wanted to do
you're sure you're uncertain but this is sort of out of the blue.
so, you'll focus more on your wants and needs
and don't say a word
and don't beg or plead for what you see is fit for you,
and it'll come to you,
 no matter what you do.
 so, for what it's worth weight your options
 chase your dreams,
 don't stop them.
do the best you can to see you smile
 and if it doesn't work do another trial.

♥ ­L²

oneword.com:: study

study the inside of my mind
explore the interior of my soul
learn about the life untold
see inside what makes me grow
i'll learn every inch and every mummer
and i'll know what you are
before you even bother
because i need to be more than just a rope
i want to learn new ways we both can cope
we have to be about healing
and not just escaping from what we're feeling

♥ ­L²

oneword.com:: investigator

Investigated the inside of my body
without beginning to look inside my mind
never questioning or searching
just went right inside
no details
or feelings
no search for believing
no trust or compassion
just none stop action
i need more
i'm sorry
you're more than I'll carry

♥ ­L²

Past prospects

I keep them wrapped up
in a box in my heart
and I only take them out
just to tear them apart
And I know I'll move on
as if I wasn't there only
when I know all they want
is one more chance to hold me
And I'll pray they're ok
and I wish for the best
and I go back to my life
just a disappearing guest.


↨ L²

oneword.com :: clamp

you press your heart against your chest
you stop and clamp it
then take a rest
or you don't know where it'll jump out and hide
 into the abyss
 or into someones eyes
you know for sure
 that you'll make a new mess
and lose your self
in a beautiful dress
because you're always searching
for something new
and you know it's not  there
and there's nothing you can do
so you take a deep breath
and say your own name
this time you'll try
but i'll be just the same

 
 ↨

sweet pea

a ray of sunshine
the light of your life
something you treasure
that helps you survive
your very best friend
and a gift from God
man's best friend
and it's not a dog
connected in a way
that you've never felt
complete, whole, spiritual wealth
no longer searching
never alone
the life you once lived
makes you feel old
you'd journeyed in search of what you've found
and you're pleading and praying that it sticks around
so with hope in your heart
and a flip in your tummy
hold tightly to love
it don't last long, honey

­
♥ L²

oneword.com :: irreverent

irreverently shameless
and cold to the core
unable to focus
without- it’s a bore
you work and you slave
and still it’s a chore
you know well enough
you can’t take it no more

so you work to find
something inside
that changes your mind
and makes your time fly
but with each new day
you establish new ways
to live life in a daze
and never rearrange
so you won’t be different
and you’re sure it’s too much
for you to honor yourself
because you’re always in love



↨ L²

the past

forgive and forget
that's what she said
but for whatever that's worth
it's trapped in your head
you thought you'd grow up
and it'd all get better
but sure enough
you're as weak as a feather
you try to hide the hurt
and the pain
with a big bright smile
and a brand new name
forgiving was easy
that's a learned skill
but forgetting is heavy
and you can't lift a pill

♥ L²

oneword.com:: instant

the instant you started
to believe in yourself
you collapsed at the door
and you hurt your own wealth
you caused yourself a great deal of pain
and all your hard work
was done in vain
so change your tune
and try to believe
that next time its different
and you're bound to succeed
stop hating the past
and live your future
it's yours to create
make more than your used to
♥L²

oneword.com: decoy

a decoy for hiding from who you are
made you lose yourself
in a mason jar
you closed it tightly
but forgot where you hid it
and then you threw it in the washer
with the rest of your dishes
so where did you go
you’re not sure anymore
because you’ve been washed and dried
and you’re not a whore
you’re a sad little girl
with a big heart of pain
and for the last time
your words are in vain


♥ ­L²

everyday

Everyday I wake up
feeling like I can find
a million new ways to make,
create or paint.

I know that I can meet my next close friend
and find a penny on heads
and I'm sure that in store
is much more than regrets.
Because I always bet
that the way I'm headed
is to whatever is intended
with the blessings I've been sent.

But I know that's it's not always roses along the way.
When I get to my next good place, I better learn how I made it.


© L²

let'em down easy

they all could conclude
it was a bad batch of timing
but they don't shy away
as i keep them from crying
they don't let it linger
or last too long
with the hurt
or hatred
they pass it on
to a new way of thinking
how it made them better
they continue to share
each accomplishments ranting
with a pride and a joy
in a friendship they've made
a shared connection
where we once fucked in vain
it's ok now
because the romance is over
and it was barely there
from what i remember.
an actress, i am,
but not to those men
because i don't play games
or fuck with their heads.
to be an adult
i end it quite cleanly
because that's an asset
i keep constantly feeding
my compassion and care
doesn't stretch too far
just for those i feel deeply and they all are
the men who fall madly
and make a mistake
in thinking
i'll keep them
while i'm giving them away
i apologize, unending,
and i ask for a friend
and they don't turn me down
i keep them all in my head
and my heart goes out
to each of their mothers
for raising good boys
who became good lovers
just not mine for the keeping,
sad but true,
a soul seeks a certain,
and that just wasn't you.


© L²

god tries to hide

it's a better bet
to be yourself
for what you feel
and how you've melt,
to the ways in which
 your life got hot
 if you took the chance
 or if you could not
the parts about
the things you did
that make you proud
and make you sick.
it's irrelevant now
 the jolts of positions.
 the images of your life
that were past premonitions.
nothing became what you saw.
for it's wasn't meant
 and you haven't lost.
 just concluded a different solution.
to the problems encountered
of the truths you doubted.
you've grown to the age
you're suppose to be.
and you've lost old loves
 and family
but you're here right now
for what you inherit.
 and learn your lesson
even if you forget it.
the truth is
your dreams are coming true.
 because to you
 they were moments you see skewed.
 the better part of your unconscious soul
took you there
 when you didn't know it.
to experience the seconds
 you're here to be
and act out your life
 most consciously.
while those every details
are designed outside,
you've listen strictly
to your own mind.
and thank God for that,
 he lives inside.
you mostly can't hear Him,
He tries to hide.

© L²

your welcome

i'm not a home wrecker
more a life saver
believe me
i did everyone a favor.
life is a compromise
we always get what we give
and when we make a decision
to give love without will
we let go of a pain that keeps us trapped
cry it out with our self
and then amend our whole wealth;
the company we keep is the love that we share
and the people who are family
that are always there.
so, find faith in forgiving
for simple acts of doubt
and don't give struggle
to keep muddled anger in a pout.
laughing is loving
and we all need to hear its cry
because contagious are our rages
so, make them fit for a fabulous life.
our energy is recycled
so, make yours used good.
emotion is our fed
so, keep them healthy
and understood
that the world only needs more joy and love
be a source of that light;
receive blessings from above.


© L²

focus

i don't meditate enough
or pay close enough attention
to the signs God's sending
and the love that's unending
i know well enough
how vital it has become
to keep consciously connected
to a Power up above
but it's not ever first
on my list of things to do
but i need to reevaluate
my priorities askew
because i can't let go
of what peace does
i deserve a long life
i want to feel Higher Power love
i know it's there
if i seek it, It'll come
but my life has been wrapped up
in everything but.

so, i ask to you,
who reads this poem
please find in your heart
to seek Higher loving
from the depths of your soul
to your skin as it is
ask the creator of our lives
to keep us strong as kids
firm in our teachings
but curious enough to question
with hopeful projection.

i pray for you
to know this great love
to have the chance to ask
and see why we're on this big earth,
for a very simple lesson,
live with good will
and give all you can
like it's your mission.
i know in my soul
that this is true peace
the focus that we're safe
and that our life is filled with meaning.

to think we are living here
to hurt or destroy
is the cause of unjust
and works against us all.

don't find more time to meditate
just make it the first thought in your brain
that we are at peace, living each,
our Creator's greatest masterpiece.



© L²

town dump

a bucket of kisses
and a bowl full of kicks
made you vomit your dinner
and feel terminally sick
you didn't want him there
and he was all around
and no matter how you tried
he stayed in your town
so much so that you had to leave
if he was there
there was no point in being
he binged on vodka
and broke your things
he called your friend sluts
and wore girls rings
old man with a problem
your not mine anymore
thank God we're over
i could take no more


© L²

Blonde

I want to grow my hair out
And let it be as it may
And let it turn gray
In its own special way.
Maybe color and dye 
Is what normal has become
But thats not the type
I want to live up.
Healthy is rare
And im fit for unique
And its rather bothersome
That chemicals seep
Down to our roots 
and in through the skin
It freaks me out,
Id rather wear a wig.
So my goal is to let go
Of this horrible trend
Be a child of the earth
And make scalp amends. 

© L² ♥

oneword.com :: crust

the crust of the pizza that baked a short time
isn't as crisp as the way you strive to survive
the dough is shown to be soft and unbold
so chewy and loosely your bound to unfold
recognize the need to stay and get cooked
because when you stick it all out
you're stronger and through
to the side you'll stay that helps you get by
and eventually the length of time is why
you feel like yourself
and you've become whole
let your pizza bake fully
and learn your real role

© L²

oneword.com :: keen

i was keen on the subject of saying big things
like i knew something more
than you thought i would think
i'm just a girl
that's an obvious fact
but i still like respect
i won't expect less
so take your conceptions
and turn them around
because you don't know me
and you wouldn't understand
the complexity of a mind
that has been through it all
and yes, it remains, i'm just a young girl
but my soul might be past 1 thousand years
we'll never know though
so just listen and hear
that i'm filled with some knowledge you can't even grasp
i'll fill you with words
until you regurgitate your self
maybe when i was 12
i'd know nothing about earth
think 4 tylenol can kill you
and spending money brings worth
but you don't need C cups to be beautiful
for without makeup and change ups
i've acquired more hope than you know
despite times of despair
i held on to myself
didn't lose myself in prescriptions
or claim i need wealth
the world might seem material
i see that is true
but the only thing that matters in life
is who we connect to

© L²

oneword.com :: framework

the outside of the structure
that holds you dear
the skin of your lover
whom you always want near
the shelter you take
when the storm gets wild
and the soul of your body
that you think is like art
you hate what you see
but love the inside
and you know its the same
but it still makes you cry
so you hold on to yourself
and wish for better beginnings
and you know that next time
it'll still hurt your feelings
but it's worth the shot to take what you get
and wish for more
and stomp out regret
because we're here for a reason
and yet no one knows why
so don't disgrace your creator
live full till you die


© L²

spiritual cathedrals

a grand place with thousands of years
of dedicated servants
to words that they hear
from men who mean nothing
and people who praise
an invisible force
they made up in their brain
i believe in a God
but i'm not sure that it's yours
you pick a passion from a power
that no one quite knows
move on from this state
and make peace with the past
that garbage hurts children
and creates wars that spread death
we can grow from what we heard
and begin anew
and start a revolution
where what we believe
is really true


© L²

perfectly pleased

new wardrobe
old story
always right in the right place
despite uncertain
quite devoted
to what i've attained
too brief to be bought
but always on track
to amount what i've gathered
straight off the rack
don't take offense
this is my best
i am beyond my own games
i'm critically sought
and widely acclaimed
for words that were spoke
and ways i've affected
many dislike this air of demur
but i'm not sure i give a fuck
most people are a bore
i'm best by myself
till those show i can entertain
but to reach my level
of satisfaction
i go inside my own brain
a dangerous place
it was in the past
has become my best friend
and i'm healthy at last
transitional time, it took
and spots i sat
weren't my best look
but with age and time and inner reflect
i've found well enough
that i was always my good friend
i learned the hard way
how to do simple things
and made me quite sure
that i'm fit for beginnings
of not humble or huge
but simply wonderful roles
of courageous acts
of a NON feminist girl,
a prize possession that money can't buy
it takes a professional man
who can potentially supply
the power and passion to envelop my ears
and hold me and love me
more than a few years
tried and true
tested over time
it took patience and persistence
and he worked to get mine
it finally paid off
after marriage and divorce
to stay faithful to a force
where he had no control
he never asked me for anything
but what exactly i'd learned
and what i realized
after so much time
is that all i request
is respecting my mind
the praise and appreciation
those are bonuses and beyond
for all i ask
is to let me get mine
i enjoy, so much,
to wax and scrub
so to file and organize
is the best type of fun
and he knew all along
that with a pile of good living
in addition to me
he'd have the world in his fingers
and i watch him continue to direct the whole world
with his ear in and a vision
of thousands of miles
of clouds and tin
and traveling kin
to see family and futures
each day he begins
with the sight of someone
who lives to prepare
to make him the center of the universe
while he controls the air
i step up
on my royal throne
as i wait for a timer
to remove from the stove
the sustenance and satisfaction
i cook up from scratch
and this lucky son of a bitch
gets the whole fucking batch
because there is not a single thing
i won't do in this life
that won't be with absolute dedication
as his loving wife


© L ²

dog spring

From time to time
He makes mention that he might
Let one or two of them go
Because with the future unsure
We’re not sure where we will go
But I know how he’s built
Because I’ve been here all along
That the way that he is
Never lets his heart down
The simple unconditional love
He is shown will keep him held on
To each one of their hearts
Till they’ve passed on
I know him too well
He’ll make it work
Even if one gets held somewhere
He’ll come back and get it
I watched him stare into one dilapidated eye
And he smiled with his soul
And it shined from his mind
I can see right past that happy big gold brown
And see his spirit inside him
Shining with delight
For the love he exudes and the talent of his brain
God, I love this good man,
Even past I hit grave

© L ²

lodged

i stayed up here alone
for a price undisclosed
and i didn’t take notice
of the clearing in your throat
you waited for an answer
and i had no reply
for i’m simply a woman
and i ask you supply
the means that i need
to make you most happy
and i’ll take on each task
and work so savvy
i’m not suggesting that we stay
where we are
i just know that with talent
both souls can fly
so together we stand
as mortals on dirt
and pray to God
that we always know our entire worth
and we hold hands as we sit
and 1 handed we text friends
and expand our contacts
and make our amends
never alone, we are
even in a room by ourselves
because we found God together
and it was just below our belts


© L ²

whatever builds your chair

you are good bacteria in my gut
you are not just my best friend
you're my best love
you're the dressing to my salad
and soup on a rainy day
you are the most amazing man i've ever met
and i'm not ashamed to say
that no matter where i went
or with who i once did lay
i always knew inside my heart
that someday it'd be this way
you're the smile on my face
and my giggle when i'm glad
you keep me happy everyday
even on days when i feel sad
because no matter what life throws
most important is that i know
i'm yours for the rest of my life
and where you go, i go


© L²

contact

entice with your words
but keep with your soul
give up what you had
and believe in what you know
journey through space
with dreams big and bold
don't give up on your legs
until their far too old
do what you can
to feel like you do good
even if it's simple work
we're rarely understood
no one holds your value
and no one weights your worth
God put you on this planet
your free to roam the earth
be a nomad for a while
spend sometime like a child
don't go back to big mistakes
move forward
save face
learn a lot about the way
people interact
it's the most important part of life
this my friend, is fact

© L²

oneword of the day: rattle

i heard a rattle in my brain
and i knew it was the pain
so i thought to find a way
i could let my head drain
and get out the loose nut that was deep inside my skull
hollering and yelling things
about where i should go
but no longer do i want to feel friends with that evil little sound
i'm glad that i can see God's voice is the one i need now

© L²

massive delicious mega amazing

not much changes
but i'll tell you what does
we don't look anymore
for false kind of love
we know what we have
but we love to exploit it
we have never ending passion
with crazy explosions
we don't look up the shape or the size
we know what we're getting now
it's not a surprise
it's safer and smarter
but it's crazy, stupid, fun
this is how we live,
the envy of everyone

© L²

mildly modest

i don't spend my time acting better
than anyone else
i focus on what i like
and try nothing else
i chose to be happy
because of how i want to feel
and i love every moment
that my emotions are real
especially when i'm sad
because it brings me back to earth
and reminds me that i'm human
with a lot of self worth
i pray that God gives me
a constant state of clarity
and makes me stronger than my past
despite any calamity
i'm always learning new ways
to be exactly me
and with everyday i get cuter
just look at me
and see

© L²

God gives calm

our will
is rarely God's
He has a plan
and it's nothing like ours
our desires and cravings
don't suite us well
we chose random shit
that is not always best
yet a Higher Power
always thinks clearly
knows what is right
and can help us achieve it
so give up your wishes
and listen to God
He'll help you out
and bring you to calm

© L²

epic

it was classic,
a story of epic proportions
the time we spent loving it
never was boring
we enjoyed the whole ride
down to the ending
and we couldn't ignore
that we'd never forget it
so, we went right along
looking for it's equal
but what we realized for sure
we didn't have it
with other people
so, alone we stayed
waiting to be together
and believe that this time
it'll be that much better

© L²

the righteousness ride

most important
is gratitude
as the basis
of your attitude
with it God grants
justification
with blessings
for your appreciation
and assurance
in your Spirits Guide
gives you endless rights
to enjoy the ride

© L²

**DISCLAIMER**

Occasionally, I post a little something like this for all you gullible ones.

I am IN NO WAY using truths or writing of facts upon this page. I have artistic freedom. And I exercise (all kinds of shit, but) here, my freedom of speech. Don't take these poetic entries as honest declarations of any real life circumstances it's just brain banter that rhymes all the time and I relieve myself via this blogspot.

Special thanks to Blogger.com & Oneword.com.

Sincerely,

This chick.


© L²

function

function, fully
by staying awake and alert
never fighting or falling
except to your knees, in the earth
thanking God for your gifts
and going further this time
the distance is vast
but the time spent isn't long
knowing well enough
that there's something above
that sees your faults
and with you, is in love
the Power that blessed you
with breath and this Life
keeps you learning and striving
and beams with pride
don't forget to be grateful
for every new day
because they're invaluable and your attitude
determines the way
your given new gifts
and get what you have
don't let Him down
your smile makes Him proud


© L²