prepared

Angsty poetry is always deeper
The darker the subject
The more types of meaning
The wording and way
I'd expressed my distress
It was gut wrenching
at very best
But I tried to be better
At not breaking down
And started laying down padding
On every ground
I got bandaids and bandages
But put them in the closet
And each scar I'd had
I learned how to hide it
Forgot the garbage I'd been put through
Started laying down words
That always came true
Love letters poured from my fingers so fast
I didn't speak about anyone
I wrote from my past
I believed I'd be better not by myself
I reassured God I studied the next test
I've seen enough dark
I'm so ready for light
I'm done with destruction
I don't want to fight
Like I promised so passionately
I'm prepared for the journey
Gifts I'm given
God must have heard me