trail mixed emotions

Taking each breath with a bucket of bravery
Because fear and faith don’t mix
I know that if I keep assured
I will get through this
And on the other side I’ll find
That my antidote worked
Just a little self-assurance
And a drive to keep the hope
that I’m higher with the days that pass
And get greater at going to get things done
Stay sure of myself
And mostly God,
the battles over before it’s won
I did not claim that I was ready
Or that I might be better
I was scared and afraid
But now I say fuck that whole disorder.
God saw me seem prepared
So he blessed me before I thought worthy
But to see how things all happened
means I must be meant for something
So I better start to really sing
Show the world my smile without a tear
and belt the tale of everything
without drama or despair
as I’m starting on this beautiful path
I refuse to let really anything
make a mess of where I rest
or dare think it can hold me back

©LL

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