I wish I could go back in time
To the day with every boy I've crushed
And see what it would be like
If I never fell out of love
If I stayed where I was
In those specific spaces
Like with CSPK
In a little Yonkers basement
Before I gave up my day job
Would I have fell apart
Like I always did
If i had more of a heart
Would I still have a place
Where I happily lived
With a smiling face
Because today I find
I'm all alone
Roaming streets with bags
Like I have no home
I hate my situations
And I'm too fucking proud
To scream and yell
Or as for help
I just don't make a sound
© LL
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