x's

i write x's not o's
because the lines cross so perfectly
it's my life you see,
that has happened haphazardly
no it doesn't ever appear
destroyed or too messy
it's actually sparkly
and fresh
and looks like a fantasy
always matching and makes most
contagiously smile
and it's not rare that my eyes
connect and attract for miles
not for size
or for looks
or for how i appear
but my spirit
and the ease
of which i long God to hear
how i seek to stamp serious love
in the heart of those who pass me
whether i know them or not
i'm just willingly grasping
to connect consciously
to a Power
that provides the earths cycles
and how life passes by.
but our world is our oyster
and to love it,
my goal, unstoppable
it might be wrong or unethical
to express all this love
to those who won't
get to see it
when it's fully in bloom
but i can't help just say
how i feel inside
because i love when emotion
is so strong
makes grown men cry

© LL