this WILL NOT cheer you up

seeing the photos
of a wedding of a friend
makes me really realize
that i'm better off by myself
because those people
they're genuinely in love
and i, my friends,
have nothing of the such
the real beauty and passion
that exudes in some people
is so far from my reality
i can't even feel it
there was once a time
when i loved myself
but in recent years
i honestly detest
my existence,
this space
and the features of my face
i'm just not a fan of who i am
i'm miserable on earth
can't you tell?
so, marriage for me...
is probably out of the question
self-assassination
sounds like more realistic self-expression.

© LL

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