i really wish i didn't have to express this
AGAIN
where i really do get my only kicks from random kids
who comment on pictures
it's retarded that i'm begging to be wanted
sure.
with such simple recognition
that this bitch will do your dishes
day and night for the rest of life
is enough to show her some tiny bit of interest.
but she's also no bimbo
or clepto.
she's sincerely moral
and mostly moving in her own mode of self-growth
some meditation time.
she sits and rhymes.
she'll try not to bother you.
she'll be your very best fucking friend
she'll go hard till the end
but also sometimes vent
so she can clear her head
to hear your side.
she wants to watch you sand down boards
and turn you on
with how you want it
because she means it
but she won't bleed it
so if your not in
then again, just be gone.
i've had very few men refuse
so usually i use thee
with friendship
because they were open with what they wanted
and for being honorable
and not just mind fucking
they understood that i haven't been "had" by many
ultra discerning about who is allowed "owning"
but when she asks you
... you have two options
there's no window shopping.
no disconnected discussion.
there is either confirmation
or a request for termination
it's more like a business date
so if you don't want in it
it's so simple
bow out and be well.
eventually in time,
we could be friends.
but for now i won't handle being hurt
i can't really understand why your words are so short
i'm the type to be friendly with tourist
to make more of a birthday
just to be celebratory
but if you can't handle the excitement
then simply go steer clear
and let me just begin
to let my heart heal.
© LL
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