don't underestimate me

I'm jumping out of my 5'5" frame
Because pain in my soul
Well, its back again
With a new set of words
To add to the hurt
The fact that I love the voice
Probably made it worse.
Sizable or extra
SCREAMING
In my head
And although I want to go back
This self hatred is loud again
You don't know what I've been through
From an hour or so of words
And this road is more windy
Then you'll ever really know
So take this as a hint
I'm always on the verge
And the feeling of unworth
Is never as deep as it can grow
So becareful what you say
Or pull out now
Because I only need love
not pointless advice
The judge is in my head
As is the little tiny sneak
Who prays to feel one way
But can easily eat it
So go about your business of bodily obsession
But I must focus elsewhere
Or it can get dangerous, if I forgot to mention
The magnitude is large
And I am REALLY not
If you don't think so,
a million others find me hot.
So I'm tossing out the sounds of exactly what I heard
And hoping that you know
I won't leave you,
I'll leave the world.

©L²

No comments:

Post a Comment