miserable

see my scars,

watch me bleed,

see me tumble down

and fall.

I'm in a place

without a face.

never thought

I'd be here

at all.



now I'm stuck

in a rut.

thought I was finally

home free

until I snapped

and now I'm trapped

by a big discrepancy.



even though

I thought I'd go

further then I'd been before.

I'm finding out

all about

karmatic law.



so if you want

to contact me

just send a letter

when I'm better.

but if I will

stay ill

the words will go unread

cause this disease

is as deep

as a cave in the water

funny how

I'm finding out

that as i cured my disorder

its too late

to change fate

I'm just

a mistake for a daughter.



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