sigh

Financially I'm fcked

But now I can't complain

Tried to do it on my own

But it never was the same

So, I'd dreamed of distant lands

And hoped I'd land a plane

In a part of california

Where no one knew my name

And I sought to find a way

I could hide from everything

And I realized I could run

But always stopped to sing

If everyone knows the story

And there's pictures on tv

Then geico claims would find me

And the courts would take my rings

Sad part is their all fake

So they reposed some total crap

And I could always ask my dad

If he would take the rap

And as I hoped to manifest

my miracle came true

I kept on dreaming of happiness

And then along came you

The missing piece that kept me searching

And pathetically dodging calls

From people who want money

Who've watched me trip and fall

But all the while I was waiting

For another big break through

I hadn't ever really caught one

the damage is all true

I'd broken boys hearts

And beat up my own body

And caused cataclysmic damage

To my poor dads empty wallet

Thank God we can both start over

And flush the fcking past

Because I never want to go back there

I'd prayed it wouldn't last

now that this is come about

we can make moves together

But stay right where you're put

While I clean it up here

When things are semi-tidy

And don't feel like disasters

Ill come to show you what I did;

Made my life a little better

I'm so grateful God gave me

A bit of what's to come

And gave me a little lee way

To change what I have done

I'm starting to finally smile

And its SO because of you

so take this as a compliment

Your a wish that's just come true



© LL