discontent

they say home is where the heart is
but what if you don't have one?
it's not about the place you are
but what you will become
take a look around you
do you feel good about what you see
is it just a place you've planted
or is it where you really want to be?
i know it's not so awful
it's safe inside my room
but with no one who makes me happy
it feels like never ending doom
i wake up and don't know why
except to make myself some food
and then afterwards i'm horrified
by another days shitty mood
even when i do fun things
i'm rarely that enthralled
because my only friend is tom
and he thinks i'm annoying
so what do i do?
pretend to be ok?
or make a B line for the grey hound
and bounce out of this state?

© LL

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