beckon

i call you to me
because i feel i need you near
and it's not that i can't live without you
but i can't go another year
spending all my time
wishing i had you
and hoping for my happiness
with it never coming true
i'm growing in maturation
because of how you made me feel
and our joint elation
is enough to see it's real
no world could be more bright
we were meant for one another
and i want to make this right
so i beckon your soul to find me
to pick me up from where i am
so we can make ourselves most happy
and begin to live again
forgetting about whats happening
the purgatory we've been through
enough is enough
so here i am
i'm calling your bluff
come get me
it's your ball
we're playing on your court
i know i fucked up before
but this is a brand new start
it's been you all along
you still have my whole heart
so please don't take too long
i need you in my life

© LL