i laid in bed petrified of how it affected my mind
i felt my body angry and hurting from inside
it was an awful icky feeling
i may be causing early death
so i wanted to flush it down the toilet
but i couldn't bring myself
so i went about my thinking
and hated what i've done
i've tried to give it up
but i'm just trying to have fun
it's not smart or safe or a sound mistake
it's plotted and pathetic and it will only make
my body more at risk for potential death
what's wrong with this girl?
doesn't she care for herself?
i swear this is it
i'm done with it for good
i'm better off getting high on life
and giving up food
© LL
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